MJ: Will ALWAYS Be Remembered....

When I heard bout the news of MJ's death, I was skeptical. I didn't wanna believe them dam* reporters! I was in denial. I confirmed it through CNN.com (reliable source) and I felt my heart sink. How could someone so "godly" die so young? Does being good qualify you to die young or is it just being an icon stress all your cells & die prematurely? I was sad, it was like someone close to me dies... someone I knew... It's MJ, everybody got to know him because of his music. His music is like a script of his life & he was a great influence on a lot of people, not just Americans. I reminisce my elementary years & all those singing I had to do just to pass the dam* classes! My two song choices (only song choices) are "Dangerous" by another artist & "Heal the World" by MJ. Those were the only songs I know by heart because "Dangerous" was the fave song of my bestfriend, Monica & "Heal The World" reflected my soul's intention. I know his (MJ) other songs but I couldn't memorize the lyrics, just the refrain part (I'm Miss Refrain). Right now, I'm chatting with other MJ fans, I'm able to cry with them as they share their fondest memories with MJ's songs. I'm also battling with pessimists in the net coz they have so much to say against MJ. Give him a break! He's dead & soon you'll be but the difference is that the world won't cry for you! MJ is not a God nor saint, He's just a person who is capable of loving & getting hurt like us but before he died, he left a legacy that will always be remembered. When I have kids & grandchildren, I'll share his music & his love for the earth & people so that he will never be forgotten. Wherever you are MJ, may you be at peace & smile knowing your kids are ok & we are continuing our support.. You will always be remembered, King of Pop, Michael Jackson!

When everything's been said & done...

"I hate my Mama..." Those were the words I'd written in my diary that my Mom accidentally read. It tore through her heart & opened her eyes to the truth that she never realize was there, I never felt her presence. I grew up with a complete family & the full attention was on me.My needs were given and there were times even my wants were easily provided, I can claim life was easy. Then my brother, Modart, ruined that scene, that feeling. I felt like I lost everyone. He was always the baby, I was invincible. He gets everything he wants, I get the leftovers. Life was unfair. I became a rebel by not attending my classes. I felt like life was cruel to me so I should do what I want & not do what I don't. That simple. Moving on, I did everything that could hurt my Mom (not my intention to hurt my Dad but he got hurt as well) except drugs. I partied with wrong friends, I drank alcoholic drinks, I smoke and most of all, I lied to them a lot. That I did to let my Mom realize that I also exist & I need her too. All it took was four words, "I hate my Mama..", for her senses to return. A gap existed between us since then. I didn't exert any effort to get close to her but I can feel that she wanted to do something that could break the walls I built. Then came the time I was in college. I didn't wanna take up Nursing (Mama's a nurse) but I was obliged to (by Daddy) since I had to make-up for my rebellion days in High School. I never loved my course & never will maybe because I lack the strength to face dying people, comfort the love ones or to move on when someone dies on my shift. I am strong but not that strong.. I studied in Mindanao after my two years in Cebu. There I felt the need of her hands, of her touch. She didn't know I got sick for 2 months for crying at night wanting to snuggle next to her at bed (and asthma). I missed her so much that I felt the need to go home at least once a week. I wanted to tell her that I can't bear another day in Ozamiz, that it kills me not to know she's ok. At that time, she already suffered CHF or congestive Heart Failure, Hypertension & Diabetes Mellitus. Then she suddenly opened up & asked me how I felt that time I wrote those four striking words, I was out of words. I couldn't tell her exactly how I felt but one thing come out of my mouth, "I love you Ma.." I said that in utmost sincerity... I love you Ma... We cried & forgiveness was apparent. Who would know that the damage of those four words would be healed by another four words..? Now, it's almost her birthday & I just want you to know that I love you Ma... No matter how plain those words may seem, I love you... And i'll never ever ask for another Mother as loving, as understanding & as giving as you. Happy Birthday Ma & I wish that God will give you more years for us (Me, Matthew & Modart) to express our love & gratitude to you... We are a year away from fulfilling our "London Dream" & Modart's gonna fulfill your "American Dream". We ♥♥♥ You! I LOVE YOU MA!

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Finally! After months in hibernation!

Im Back!!! damn! Did I miss something? I had the busiest months ever!!December & January rules!!! Bye 2008, it was nice knowing you! Hello 2008, make me richer!!! bwahahaha... New year, new love & new job! ugh! Right now, I've passed CCT training (w/c was really scary) and now, I'm trying to pass PST.. Honestly, I wasn't confident in passing the CCT... Why? Not because I can't speak up, but am I qualified for the company's standard. I'm with Convergys now, and no matter how hard I try to assure myself that I can do it coz I have the experience, still, alot of times I proved myself unworthy of being in the call center business.. hehehe... Anyways, Last Wednesday, January 7 (i think), we had our final mock call... damn! ii (Iris) was really2 nervous & she's contagious.. hehehe... We had 100% for that mock call & I got 95% overall rating out of 100.. yey!!! I was 2nd in class... Ask me why I'm not 1st... hehehe... coz i sucked in our oral....ask me again.... coz I wasn't able to sleep because of anxiety... grabeh!!! but it was OK... Out of 20 people, 3 people left the WAVE 166B.... Jerome, the funny guy (and a really good friend) Lloyd aka Lloydy, the history teacher and Chris aka cristo, the secret millionaire... hehehe... I miz those guys.. It's hard when they became my routine in 2 weeks... ugh! Still, we communicate & we're still friends... I like my company now because I feel really challenge with the job and the people are really nice... they are human, they don't act as if they're superhuman or the virgins... wow!!! I thought CVG people would all be snobs & social climbers... damn! usa nq nla! It's not that I don't like my previous company but I feel like I've really upgraded!! I appreciate the trainings from PS and even if I didn't like my experience with Supportsave, still, I thank them for making me realize that I should only love my job & not the company!!! Anyways, after crying for sometime, we took pix with our pretty trainer, Tanya Chica.. She's strict & firm with her decisions yet, I know deep inside, she also wished for miracles to happen.. Tanya, thank you! I miz her being chikadora & praning.... Now, we have Maria Rizza Colina aka Rizza to amuse us... I also love her! She's really good & still remain human despite her position... Here are some of the pix.... PS: Batch 166 is composed of A & B. I belong to be & a lot of people notice that our batch have the beauty w/ brains chix.... It's for you to judge... hell yeah!!! Give me a year with Sprint! God bless us!

Wave 166B lines:
"yayaya Ma'am" - Jerome
"American movies rock my world!" - Meh
"Basically......" -Jeno
"Actually......." -Flora Mae
"........because........" (speaking in vernacular then the trainer comes in then changes to english starting w/ "because") (caught a couple of times! hehe) - Flora Mae aka Katrina Halili

Let's Stop & Laugh Awhile...

These are Girls profiles taken from shaadi.com.These are actual ads on a matrimony site. Grammar and spelling errors have no place in a profile description as everything is straight from the heart!

Disclaimer : I am not responsible if you forget your basic grammar after reading this bulletin…
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Hello To Viewers!
My Name is Sowmya,
I am single i dont have male,If any one whant to marrie to me u can visite to my home. I am not a good education but i working all field in bangalore.. if u like me u welcome to my heart…
when ever u whant to meet pls visit my resident or send u letter..
Thanks
yours Regards
Sowmya ~*~
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I want very simple boy. from brahmin educated family from Orissa state she is also know about RAMAYAN, GEETA BHAGABATA, and other homework.
(What Homework?) (n y Orrisa only)
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I am a happy-go-lucky kind of person. Enjoys every moments of life. I love to make friendship. Becauese friendship is a first step of love. I am looking for my dreamboy who will love me more than i.

Because i love myself a lot. If u think that is u then why to late come on ……..hold my hand forever !!!
(The dilwale dulhaniya effect)
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i am simple girl. I have lot of problem in my life because of my lucknow i am looking one boy he care me and love me lot lot lot.
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I want a boy with no drinks if he wants he can wear jeans in house but while steping out of house he should give recpect to our cast.
(by not wearing his jeans? Wat the hell…)
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HYE I AM A GOOD LOKING GIRL,WHO HAS THE CAPABILITY TO MAKE ANY BODY TO LOUGH.I BELIEVE IN GOD AND ACCORDING TO ME FRIENDS ARE THE REAL MESSENGER OF GOD. THE 3 THINGS I AM LOOKING FROM A BOY
THEY ARE
1.THEY MUST BELIEVE IN GOD.
2. THEY HAVE TO LIKE MY PROFFESION
3. THEY SHOULD NOT GET BORED WITH ME WHEN I WILL TRY TO MAKE THEM LOUGH.
(Sure!Now I am loughing {laughing})
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whatever he may be but he should feel that he is going to be someone groom and he must think of the future life if he is too like this he would be called the man of the lamp.
(I am clueless, I feel so lost. Can anyone tell me what this girl wants)
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I love my patner OK,i marriage the patner ok, i search my patner and I love the patner ok, thik hai the patner has a graduate.ok
(I am again clueless but I liked the use of “ok”. The person is suffering from “Ok-syndrome”)
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iam pranati my family histoy my two brother two sister and father & mother sister completely married
(somebody please explain me how to get married ‘completely’ ?)
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my name is farhan begum and i am unmarried. pleaes you marrige me pleaes pleaes pleaes pleaes pleaes pleaes pleaes
(height of desperation!)
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iam kanandevi. i do owo businas.one sistar.he was marred.
(No comments)
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hello i am a good charactarised woman. i want to run my life happily. i divorced my first husband. his charactor is not good.i expect the good minded and clean habits boy who may be in the same caste or other caste accepted …
(but credit cards not accepted..?? ?)
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Iam Sharmila my colour is black, but my heart is white. i like social service.
(Zebra..???)
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no pain, no gain!

Christmas is the time to be kind & warm to those who are less in life and I believe that Xmas is the best excuse to give yourself a gift.. Yesterday, we found out that my Dad (who is still stuck in Bahrain due to fear of pirate attack) won't be coming home for Xmas, so, me & mAh decided to shop (ehem... for the house decors) and spend loquaciously on gifts (plus, it was a one-day sale @ SM). We bought gifts for the kiddies & inaanaks plus new christmas decors. Our problem in buying decors is that me & mAh's taste in fashion is way different.. She likes the classic (that soon looks dull & old) & i like the combination of the new ones & classic... She likes colorful Xmas decors but I like the decors to be a fusion of two colors that doesn't look chaotic. Anyways, we're done with that & it's always her decision that matters, although she asks for my opinion. hmp! After all the stress (in shopping...& arguing what colors to match) I felt like I need to sit down & just stare at the floor for minutes just to relax my sore feet & eyes.. mAh decided to have a facial treatment, I agreed... totally! I'd be crazy enough to decline the offer! When we were in the Forever Flawless Center, I just can't wait to get a face fix! hahaha... My mAh's "suki" attendant was Gwen & mine's Menz.. I had the acne control treatment while mAh had the age-defying one..amazing! It took more than 2 hours to fix my face (imagine the impurities, blackheads & whiteheads!!!) and after the oxygenation mask, i feel like 18 again! char! I wouldn't deny that the treatment is s0o0o damn effective since my mAH's face is on the way to recovery from chemical burns (she got it using different products in the market considering she has sensitive skin). Menz (my attendant) advised me to use the acne control kit (worth 1000) consisting of SAS soap (that smells like ripe guava), skin refiner, oil control lotion, whitening lotion, sunblock ointment, & toner. I also este... mAh also purchased an oil-control powder that can be used even without cleansing your skin..Next session, IL be on an oil-control facial & treatment.. bongga! Another 3000 just for my treatment! Anyways, I wanna get rid of my acne so I have to go with the program.. Hahaay... Last thing, I told Iris it wasn't painful but I lied! It was torture!!! The blackheads in my nose area was cleared up but it's (my nose) still sore! Thanks Menz & Gwen!! You girls did a good job! Till next month! ;)

"If you cannot do great things, do small things in a great way."--Napoleon Hill

"Marriage is give and take. You'd better give it to her or she'll take it anyway."--Joey Adams

"Iron rusts from disuse; water loses its purity from stagnation, and in cold weather becomes frozen; even so does inaction sap the vigors of the mind."--Leonardo Da Vinci

"What the caterpillar calls the end of the world, the master calls a butterfly."--Richard Bach

"Don't just live the length of your life, live the width of it as well."--Diane Akerman

"The wealthy man is the man who is much, not the one who has much."--Karl Marx

"Only those who dare to fail greatly can ever achieve greatly."--Robert F. Kennedy

"All of us are born with a reason, but all of us don't discover why. Success in life has nothing to do with what you gain in life or accomplish for yourself. It's what you do for others."--Danny Thomas

"It's great to be great, but it's better to be human."--Will Rogers

"Today is worth two tomorrows."--Franklin

"Each today, well lived, makes yesterday a dream of happiness and each tomorrow a vision of hope. Look, therefore, to this one day, for it and it alone is life."--Sanskrit Poem

"Happiness doesn't depend upon who you are or what you have; it depends solely upon what you think."--Dale Carnegie

"I take nothing for granted. I now have only good days or great days."--Lance Armstrong

"Time is free, but it's priceless. You can't own it, but you can use it. You can't keep it, but you can spend it. Once you've lost it, you can never get it back."--Harvey Mackay

"The only thing that stands between a man and what he wants from life is often merely the will to try it and the faith to believe that it is possible."--Richard DeVos

"We are not creatures of circumstance; we are creators of circumstance."--Benjamin Disraeli

"When walking through the "valley of shadows," remember, a shadow is cast by a light."--H. K. Barclay

"Laughing at our mistakes can lengthen our own life. Laughing at someone else's can shorten it."--Cullen Hightower

"If you have it [Love], you don't need to have anything else, and if you don't have it, it doesn't matter much what else you have."--Sir James M. Barrie

"Looking back, we see with great clarity, and what once appeared as difficulties now reveal themselves as blessings."--Dan Millman

"Have a heart that never hardens, and a temper that never tires, and a touch that never hurts."--Charles Dickens

"Bachelors should be heavily taxed. It is not fair that some men should be happier than others."--Oscra Wilde

"Your problem is never really your problem, your reaction to your problem is your problem."--Brian Kinsey

"Destiny is no matter of chance. It is a matter of choice: It is not a thing to be waited for, it is a thing to be achieved."--William Jennings Bryan

"Knowing is not enough; we must apply. Willing is not enough; we must do."--Goethe

"I do not pray for a lighter load, but for a stronger back."--Philip Brookes

"To the question of your life you are the answer, and to the problems of your life you are the solution."--Joe Cordare

"Each morning when I open my eyes I say to myself: I, not events, have the power to make me happy or unhappy today. I can choose which it shall be. Yesterday is dead, tomorrow hasn't arrived yet. I have just one day, today, and I'm going to be happy in it."--Groucho Marx