Walk Away

Today, I woke up in a bright mood.. grinning & everything... Even as I ate my breakfats (coz bacon+eggs= breakfats!), I couldn't help but be happy of what's going on in my life.. I got a new job, new websites, new movies downloaded, new pix of Nina Louise (my bb cousin) and the chocolates that I crave for..Everything was perfect! Then after my "lamoy" session, I decided to check my mails & websites hoping another good news comes up. I opened yahoo first, then opened another window for multiply & friendster. I read through my mail for more than 30 minutes then I decided to check my other accounts such as hi5, perfspot and facebook. I updated my profile, uploaded new pix then check the online stores for goodies... After all the stuffs I did, I finally got the chance to check my multiply website. The first word that caught my attention was "ABP", it was from Oslec's account. I checked the site out and saw A LOT of pix from ABP Kandos 2. I saw old, familiar faces that made me feel depress. I saw the smiles of Alethea Louise Candari, the "weird" poses of AJ Bombers, the funny faces of Hoecst Bulaklak ng ABP, the agtang of Pidang that I really, really miss, and all the peepz in the photos... I s0o0o0o miz my bitches! bwahahhaha.... It's not that I miz working there, It's just that I miz the people who works there.. It's been 9 months since my resignation and I still couldn't detach myself from my co-workers...from my friends... ugH! I s0o0o0o hate this feeling! Now, more than ever, I miz ma' hommies back at PS...

my PMS

I'm taking my time off. I'm having my break again. DOn't you think it's a natural fact that our body could only take too much & after the trauma, you get burned out! ugh! But right now, this is different. I'm resigning not because of that but because I'm not happy with the current work. I'm not! It's not stressful, it's not nerve-cracking, it's not challenging! But I'm not happy!!! I don't like the people, I don't like the pay & I hate my chair! I can list a lot of things I don't like about my work/job & i can name a few who became my friend in the company, but one thing's for sure, I don't deserve this! People from my previous company would be saying "i told you so..." but i don't care! I want to explore...to know my boundaries...my limitations...my potentials...now, i know i can do more... I have the power to succeed people's expectations! (is it just my PMS that's affecting my brain?!)